not good enough.

always never eever good enough.
not pretty enough
not skinny enough
not smart enough
not helpful enough
not generous enough
not anything.
just plain horrible selfish sick person.
i cant wait to die.

new day :)

ahhh yesterday was laaaaaame
one of those days that you just wanna sit in bed all day cause you feel bleehh :\
BUT
on the bright side
todays another day :)
dadddy's home :)
:D

pourquoi?

why?
a simple question, yet so many answers...
why am i not good enough?
- fat
- ugly
- stupid
- clumsy
- forgetful
- insignificant.
basically, anything but perfect.
i will never be good enough to just be noticed,
and even if i do somehow reach that goal,
i would hate every second because i'd know it wasn't the real me
but then again no one knows the real me.
this blog is my only emotional outlet
and that's only because i know no one would read it.